For those of you who don’t know, this is a portrait of Kurt
Cobain, the deceased frontman for the mega-successful, grunge-rock band
Nirvana. While I’m uncertain of how shocking the lead-singer’s suicide actually
was—it came amidst a continual flurry of allegations concerning his heroin
addiction, extreme depression, discontentment and disillusion at the occasion
of his international fame, and impending divorce from wife and rockstar
Courtney Love—it was nonetheless tragic. Nirvana’s music helped give voice to a
generation of iconoclastic teens and led them out of the big-haired, highly
theatrical, ballad-driven music of the 80s. Grunge music was purported to be
more honest, raw, and aggressively opposed to the commodification of mainstream
music culture (at least, originally). Cobain was heralded as the spokesperson
for a generation. Yet, like Bob Dylan before him, he was a reluctant spokesman,
and the more he was proclaimed, the more he withdrew. Cobain’s self-inflicted
death left the hordes of his young followers and admirers disappointed and
disillusioned.
I could probably go on like that for several pages (and
probably have gone on too long as it is). However, I wanted to attempt
something like a snapshot of the whirlwind of perceptions and emotions that go
through my head when I see a picture of Cobain like the one above. I chose this
photograph (there were many I could have used just as well) because I have an
emotional connection to Nirvana as well as to the persona of Kurt Cobain. Since
becoming a fan, I’ve always drawn inspiration and felt camaraderie with Kurt
Cobain. He was always portrayed as an eccentric, introverted, tortured,
underdog, who didn’t really settle into the lavishness of celebrity status well
and, aside from writing poignant songs, didn’t seem to have any outstanding
talents as a musician or singer. This portrait in particular seems to capture
some of those things: his unkempt, long hair suggests perhaps a refusal to
abide by conventions or others’ standards or perhaps a disdain for them
altogether; his solemnity suggests an anguish or unsettledness that rests just
beyond the surface of his skin; there is an enigmatic quality in the way the
light plays across the exposed side of his face while his hair covers the other,
creating a darker contrast.
This is the person I perceive Kurt Cobain to be, a persona
constructed from often times meticulously crafted images, well-orchestrated
interviews and biographies, and garage-band style music. I’ve always taken the
photos of Kurt to be honest and accurate portrayals of who he was, as if they
were windows into the very nature of his personhood. At this juncture, however,
it is useful to recall some quotes from Berger.
As Berger says “All photos have been taken out of continuity…if it is
personal, the continuity, which has been broken, is a life story” (Another Way of Telling, 91). Berger goes
on to say that the discontinuity of photography (or elsewhere) always creates
ambiguity. Moreover, he asserts that as opposed to drawings or paintings which
translate appearances, photographs quote
them and thus, he says, they cannot lie (96). This is where assumptions come
that photography conveys empirical truth. However, Berger reminds us that
photographs are used all the time to quote lies: “The lie is constructed before
the camera. A ‘tableau’ of objects and figures is assembled. This ‘tableau’
uses a language of symbols…an implied narrative and, frequently, some kind of
performance by models with a sexual content. This ‘tableau is then photographed…precisely
because the camera can bestow authenticity upon any set of appearances, however
false” (96-97).
Considering what Berger has said about the nature and uses
of photography, here is a volley of increasingly confused and unorganized questions:
have I been completely mislead as to who Kurt Cobain was? Of course, I don’t
claim to truly know that much about him as a real person; I’m not so gullible
as to believe that I can accurately know a celebrity intimately per information
I receive through mass-media outlets. But, I have to wonder to what degree does
Cobain’s public persona, like the one portrayed in the photograph above truly correlate
with his actual persona? To what extent is the photograph above quoting a lie? Was
Cobain himself complicit in embellishing who he was? Or, was he aware that he
was being caught up in these acts of mis-representation (if, indeed, that’s
what was happening)? Really, to what extent are all portraits acts of quoting a
lie? Traditionally, portraits have been thought of as conveying some intimate
or deeper insight into the character of the person being photographed. They
are, of course, always staged and often show what the person being photographed
and/or the photographer wants them to show—I’m thinking of Barthes’ “Photography
and Electoral Appeal” as evidence of this. They are a tableau (to use the same
word as Berger) of visual symbols put in place to convince viewers of the
implied narrative or message about the person being photographed. Portraits are
mini-narratives: they tell of fictitious and actual, desired and feigned,
perceived and assumed, intentional and perhaps even unintentional meanings. If
this is all true, would it help us to understand portraits (or any posed photos
of people) as a kind of symbiotic endeavor in meaning-making and conveying in
which both photographer and those being photographed are complicit in creating
a tableau of “reality” for the camera to quote?
~Ryan
Ryan,
ReplyDeleteWhen I look at this portrait, I find it interesting that Cobain himself is rather far from my mind. From an individual interpretation standpoint, this portrait immediately conjures images of the grunge-era for me. I enjoy Nirvana's music; however, I wouldn't consider myself a huge fan. Yet, I adore the grunge era and have always admired Cobain for having been, in a way, the father of that era.
As far as the media's portrayal of celebrities and our ability to ever truly understand them as individuals, I have to admit I'm kind of torn. No matter how much someone is in the public eye (and captured by the camera), I would contend that so much of their lives still remain private. However, it would seem that photographs can provide us with meaningful information. It might be highly contingent on individual interpretation, even when contemplating the aura the media creates for certain celebrities.
You and I look at this picture and view Cobain in a similar fashion, but many thought that his music was terrible and that he was a corrupting influence on their children. In this case, this portrait would evoke a drastically different reaction. So, maybe photographs aren't used to quote "lies" per se but are instead used to convey a particular perspective out of a variety of options. If this is the case though, then a whole new avenue of debate is open as to the nature of truth.
This: "Since becoming a fan, I’ve always drawn inspiration and felt camaraderie with Kurt Cobain. He was always portrayed as an eccentric, introverted, tortured, underdog, who didn’t really settle into the lavishness of celebrity status well and, aside from writing poignant songs, didn’t seem to have any outstanding talents as a musician or singer."
ReplyDelete--If you start singing about or insisting that you "don't have a gun" I'm going to start worrying about you. ;)
Haha...oops. I didn't mean to make myself sound suspect. Oh..."and, I SWEAR that I don't have a gun (no, i dooon't haave a guuun.)
ReplyDeleteHaha, well, I'm singing along, and I'm trusting both of your claims.
ReplyDeleteGiven how anti-fame and anti-indulgence he seemed to be, it is interesting to consider how now all we have left of him are the things he wrote, the songs he composed, and images like this one. It makes me wonder how much or how eagerly he tried to have images of him encapsulate that anti-rockstar essence he's so well known for. How much of that was simply the way it was, and how much was constructed by him, by choice? Did he care about peoples' perceptions of him? His suicide seems unrelated to others' opinions of him and more about his opinion of himself based on what I know and what you've told me. So, I guess I'm left wondering who exactly these photographs we have left of him that were so carefully staged were for: are they to downplay his stature as a rockstar? Are they to construct that sense? Throw people off his trail as a millionaire? Convince himself or someone else that he "hasn't changed"? How much of what we see here is for him, and not for the photographer or the ideas being given to those witnessing the photo? Great choice either way, Ryan. I certainly do wish that I had answers to your questions as opposed to simply more of my own, but oh well....
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